I stare at the microwave on top of the minifridge until the numbers make sense. It’s 5:30 in the morning. My thoughts immediately turn to my RA, Aandeg.
All of my friends complain about their RAs, because they’re either too overbearing or not present enough, because they do weekly room checks or because they’re never in the building, or with one friend because the college never assigned his wing an RA at all so it’s like Lord of the Flies over there. But it’s the exact opposite with Aandeg.
Everyone in my wing is pretty much in love with them. They’re so warm and so funny and always willing to listen to everyone’s banal freshman year problems even though they’re a senior and probably have much better things to be doing. They love decorating for holidays with only the love a college RA could have, they make a good cup of coffee, and they’re damn cute.
I haven’t spent too much one on one time with them. Aandeg is always sort of around when people are gathered in the common room, but I’ve never wanted to bother them when they’re so busy doing their thesis.
But my eyes always linger on them. They’re a big wolf who wears these cute sporty crop tops that show off their toned stomach. I’ve spent quite a few nights thinking about kissing their tummy, lifting their crop top and kissing their pecs, running my paws through their neck fur. Pinning them down and pushing myself into that big wolf.
It drives me a little crazy knowing that they’re in the room next to me, only a thin wall separating the two of us. I’m pretty sure that I’ve heard moaning coming from their room before. Images of Aandeg pleasuring themself or them messing around with whatever girl is lucky enough to be their girlfriend enter my head and I can’t shake them out.
So I’m clearly not going back to sleep. I push at the erection in my briefs and think about jerking off, but I don’t want to wake my roommate up. I slip out of bed and put a pair of pajama bottoms on, then sneak out of the room to go jerk off in the bathroom.
It’s still dark in the hallway. No one should be awake right now. I slip through the hallway until I pass by the kitchen.
Aandeg is there. They wave a paw at me. “Hey, man!”
They’re standing at the coffee maker, wearing a pair of gray sweatpants that obviously show off their penis and a crop top. My cock pulses in my pajamas at the sight of them.
I’m suddenly very aware of the obvious erection in my pajama bottoms but I have nothing to hide it with. I stick my paws in my pockets and hope it doesn’t look like I’m trying to hide something. “Hey, Aandeg.”
“I didn’t think anyone would be awake right now!” they say. “Do you want a cup of coffee?”
“Sure. That would be nice.”
“How do you take it?”
“Cream and sugar?”
“Sure, man.” Aandeg pours a cup of coffee for me then goes to the fridge to grab the cream. I catch a little sight of the back of their bulge and bite my lip. They pour a little cream in and mix in two spoonfuls of sugar, then hand me the cup. “There you go!”
“Thank you!” I go to take a sip but it’s still too hot.
“I wanna come sit with me?”
“Sure!”
They lead me over to the couch, leaning back and putting an arm around the couch behind me. I can’t help but smile. This is what it feels like to wake up with them, to sit on the couch and drink coffee and enjoy being in their presence. It’s a lovely feeling.
“What are you doing up so early, buddy?” they ask.
I obviously can’t say the real answer so I have to come up with something quick. “I…”
“Just couldn’t sleep?”
I smile, thankful that they filled in the answer for me. “Yeah.”
“I get that. I feel like I slept maybe eight hours total my entire freshman year. And it wasn’t even because I was partying, it’s just that stressful.” They chuckle. “You get it.”
“I totally do.”
I take a sip of coffee. It’s really good.
“What about you?” I ask.
They put their coffee down. “Thesis stuff.”
“Aw, shit, really?”
“It’s like a full time job on top of my college stuff on top of being your RA.”
“That’s crazy.”
“I’ve been up since 3, man.” They smile. “I mean, I wouldn’t trade it for the world, I love being an RA and I love my classes and I love researching social context processing.”
“Wow.”
It’s quiet for a moment as we both sip our coffee. I haven’t gotten less hard this whole conversation as much as I’ve willed myself to. There’s no way I could sitting only a few inches away from them, their thin waist and thick thighs and bulge right in my line of sight. I try not to look down at it but I obviously can’t resist.
“Is there anything specific you’re having trouble with?” they ask. “I’m always here if you need a resource.”
“Getting laid,” I say. I try to play it off as a joke but it’s completely true.
“Shit, man. I’ve been there.”
“Really?”
They lean forward. “I mean, what do you think I found so stressful?”
I grin. “I find that a little hard to believe.”
“Freshman year is difficult. Like you have all these expectations about college and what it’s going to be and when it doesn’t turn out like that it feels like the world’s freakin’ ending. I feel like once I finally got some I could really start enjoying college because that expectation’s gone. You don’t need to do anything crazy, just stick it in a few times. It’s like a weight is lifted.”
“So what do you recommend?”
“For getting laid? Just put yourself out there, you know. You’re not the only horny one here. I’m sure half of the people in this hallway would be down if you just asked.”
I bite my lip. I don’t know if it’s just the erection or if they’re really laying down what I think they’re laying down. I decide to throw it out there as a joke with a stupid voice.
“Soooo… you wanna go fuck?”
“Sure, man,” they respond with an equally stupid voice, then they chuckle.
It’s quiet again as we both drink our coffee. I try to will it to be true, that they know this isn’t just a joke and that I’d really want it.
Then they make a face. “I mean…”
“Hm?”
“Do you really mean that?”
“I, uh… maybe, yeah.”
“I could totally use a break from thesising.”
“Sure, sure.”
“And I do mean that about being a resource.”
“Yeah.”
They smile. “You wanna come back to my room?”
“You mean it?”
“I do.”
“Then sure, yeah.”
They grin and stand up. “Come with me, buddy.”
We put our coffee cups in the sink and I follow them to their room, staring at their butt the whole time. They step in first and I step in after them. They have such a little single, a little undecorated but there is a two spirit flag up on the wall and stacks of books on their desk. “So I’m thinking… I lay down and let you go at it back there? Simple simple? That sound good?”
“That sounds really good,” I say, my voice trembling a little.
“Hell yeeeeah.” Aandeg lies down on the bed with their ass up. “There’s some lube on my desk over there, buddy. Probably a few condoms in the drawer if you want one.”
“Should I use one?”
“Have I taught you nothing about safe sex?”
I laugh. “Right, right.”
I hobble over to their desk and grab the lube, my dick throbbing in my pajamas. Their desk is stacked with papers, their computer open to a 67 page document called “Race and Social Context Processing.” It’s only 5:45. How am I so lucky? Just a couple of minutes ago I was on the other side of that wall, pushing my boner around in my briefs, and now I’m losing my virginity with the sexiest wolf in the world.
Standing behind them, I get the condom out of its wrapper. Aandeg waits patiently for me to figure out what the hell I’m doing. It takes me a second to figure out where to put everything, then I stand there staring at their ass in their sweatpants.
“You good back there?” they ask.
“I don’t even know where to start,” I chuckle.
“How about this?” They lower their sweatpants for me, revealing their butthole, dangling balls, and half-erect dick. They’re much bigger than me and they’re not even fully hard yet. It’s a glorious sight. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” I put a paw on their butt and I shiver a little. “Yeah.”
“Go ahead, bud.”
“Okay,” I whisper to myself. “Here goes nothing.”
I wiggle my dick out of the fly of my pajamas and try rolling the condom onto it. It takes me a second to get it all the way on. I slather my cock in lube and put my left paw on their butt. Using my thumb to spread them, I press my dick against their hole.
“Yeeeeeah, man,” they say. “There you go.”
“Oh my god,” I whisper.
“You’re good. Just push in.”
“It’s not going to hurt you?”
“I’ve taken my fair share of dicks before.”
“Okay. Okay.”
I apply a little pressure but my cock doesn’t budge. I try again and I slip from the position I was in. I think they can sense my frustration because they lower their waist and stick their butt up even more, practically begging me to stick it in.
I’ve wanted this so badly for so long. I can’t back out now.
I press in. An inch, then two. Aandeg lets out a long moan, then burrows their head in their paws. “Shiiiit.”
“Are you okay?”
“Put it all in, man.”
I keep pressing my cock in. They take it easily, one inch at a time, until I’ve pressed my entire length in and my crotch is flush with their butt. It feels so warm. Each inch only makes my cock throb inside them more.
“You good?” they whisper.
“So good.”
“Mmmmph. Your cock feels fucking great. Got that freshman 15 inches.”
I pull myself out and push myself in. The action comes easy. I’ve been practicing with pillows my entire life, imagining doing this to Aandeg from the other side of that wall. I grit my teeth and try not to moan, try not to wake up my roommate over there. I grip their tail and fuck them as hard as I can.
Aandeg, meanwhile, isn’t trying at all to hide their moans, even at 5 in the morning. I guess they are the RA. Who are the residents going to complain to, huh? “Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah,” they whimper into the sheets. “Fuck me hard, man. Let aaaaall that stress out.”
I’m going full speed now, as fast as my body will go. Aandeg is keeping up with me perfectly. I grip their waist and lean over them, trying to press my cock as far into them as I can.
This pesky condom. It’s just like the wall between us, this last little barrier between me and the real feeling of their asshole. Bent over them, my knees on the bed and my muzzle buried in their neck fur, I whisper: “Can I take the condom off?”
They chuckle. “You definitely can, but I did not teach you that.”
“Thank you.”
I pull my cock out of them and they gasp a little. I roll the condom off and stick myself right back in like nothing happened. It feels similar but in my head I know that last little barrier is down and there’s nothing between me and them.
“Hey, you mind grabbing my cock?” they ask.
“Oh, yeah.”
“Two strokes and I’ll be good, dude.”
Standing up straight now, I stroke their cock each time I pump my dick into them. Aandeg is just so big all around. It’s harrowing being this little college freshman dominating someone so big. I enjoy the feeling of their cock in my paw, how thick it is as I pump it. I can barely get my paw all the way around it.
“Oookay,” they moan. “I’m getting close, man.”
I’m not too far behind them. I push myself all the way in and put all my body weight on their back, going for much shallower movements much faster than I was doing before. The tip of my dick feels so light, so warm, like I’m right fucking there and I’m going to cum inside them any second.
I don’t even realize how fast I’m stroking them until Aandeg lets out one more big moan. It isn’t until I move my paw down their big dick that I realize cum is streaming out of them onto their sweatpants. As verbal as they were before, they’re dead silent when they’re cumming. I keep still until I know they’ve gotten most of it out, then I keep fucking them.
That’s all the help I needed. It doesn’t take long until I’m pressing my cock as far into them as I can and cum is pulsing out of me into the wolf’s ass. I hold my breath and let out every last drop into them until I’m sure there’s nothing left.
I pull myself out, step back and look at the masterpiece I’ve created. Aandeg’s big cock is dripping cum onto their sweatpants and my cum is dripping out of their hole onto their balls. They’re looking back at me with a smile, tail straight up. I’m so proud.
Aandeg sits back and lets the cum drip out of them. “Fuuuck. And you’ve never done that before?”
“I haven’t,” I say, panting.
“Well. Good thing you have now!” They pull me down next to them and put their arms around me. I lean my head on their shoulder and feel their fluffy neck fur against my forehead. “Thank you for letting me be a part of that, man.”
“Thank you for letting me fuck you.”
“With that dick? Any time.” They chuckle. “Hey, I really gotta get working on my thesis again, but that was really fun. Maybe you’ll be able to get back to sleep now?”
“I dunno about that… knowing you’re next door?”
“Don’t worry, kid. I’m not gonna be doing anything sexy in here.”
“I guess.”
“Buuuuut… I mean, you know where to find me, right? If you ever need to take a load off? Or get a load out? Or if you just wanna talk and not fuck?”
“Yeah!”
“Right. I’m a resource whenever you need me.”
They give me a kiss on the forehead and then stand up. “I’m gonna go take a shower. See you later, alright?”
“Alright!”
I return to my room, slip my pajama bottoms off, and slide into bed. My roommate was none the wiser. And I go back to sleep with the biggest smile on my face, knowing Aandeg’s just next door.