Lavender needs to get laid.
The dog throws his backpack down, lets his shorts and his boxers drop to the floor, and kicks them to the other side of his dorm room. Pulling his computer out of his bag, he jumps into bed and spreads his legs. His cock was already hard the whole bus ride home so the dog is ready to go. He pulls up his favorite porn site and scrolls through the recommendations on the front page, trying to find the right video for his mood.
As much as he loves watching porn, what he’s really so excited about is the real thing. He spent the first year of college too nervous to even consider himself someone who could have sex, but a year in he finds himself wanting that more and more. Seeing the guys in his feed rubbing themselves for their stepdads, catching their straight roommates and fucking after their soccer games makes him so giddy. There’s a real physical lightness in his chest as he thinks about what it might actually be like to do that himself.
Lavender’s cock throbs against his tee-shirt when he sees a video of two deer frotting while kissing, so of course he clicks it.
The first minute is just the two guys making out, still fully-clothed. Lavender feels bad when he skips ahead in porn, so he watches it through, blushing harder and harder. The dog whaps his tail against the bed thinking about what it might be like to kiss someone, to put his paws under their hoodie and feel his way up their chest. By the time the deer on the left lowers himself to start rubbing the other deer’s bulge, he has to pause the video to take a breath.
A little message appears in the corner of the screen from Roo, one of his online friends he plays DnD with. Lavender happily clicks the message.
hey lav
what r u up to?
Jerking off lol
bro
focus on ur dick
i can wait
No no it’s all good
I barely started
hehehehe
How r u
good
i’d probably be jerking off too if i wasn’t meeting up with this guy in a bit
Oh cool
Who is it
met him on a hookup app
idk anything about him other than he’s dl and 7 inches
But is he nice
Does he hold the door for you
convivial dl trade 👀4 bottom
If he isn’t nice then you need to run
pleasant easy-going college student 👀4 nice men
I wish i could do that
be nice?
The whole hookup app thing
why not?
it’s suuuper easy
and then u can have sex at the end of it
Yeah ig
It just kind of freaks me out
what about it?
Idk maybe it’s just because of my autism but the idea scares me
It’s not hooking up with a stranger because I’d do that
Just the idea of having sex at all kind of makes me so nervous
Like my paws start shaking when I even think about it
But I want to do it so much
hmmmmmmmm
and the idea of being on a hookup app makes you shake like a soda can?
Yeah pretty much
what if it was with someone you knew?
I don’t think I know anyone who would wanna do that
And even then every time I’ve had a crush I stopped being friends w that person
Because the idea of it freaked me out
wait lav
i have an idea
What is it
ur campus isn’t too far from downtown, right?
It’s a bus ride but I do it every day
i know this guy online
we play fortnite together lol
but he’s reeeeeally nice and reeeeally chill
like we’re not best friends or anything but we’ve stayed up at night chatting for hours
and i know he lives in downtown portland
Wait what
Are you suggesting that I’d meet up with this guy
i could ask him about it
his name is lamar
he’s really nice and i know does hookups sometimes
he’s a little older than u, like 24
??????
can i help you
Sorry
Like are you being serious
bro i’ll text him right now
Wait hold on
no too late i texted him
What?????
What did you say
quote
hey! i was wondering if i could pass ur discord to my friend lavender who lives in portland. he’s 20 and super cute and a virgin and interested in meeting up with you.
What?????
Sorry omg
You said my name?
worst case scenario he says he’s not interested
How many Lavenders are there in portland?
ppppprobably a lot
Ok yeah
he’s typing
he says
sure! i’d love to chat with him, especially if he’s as cute as you say :)
Fuck
Omg
You’re crazy
ur welcome bro
now u can go back to jerking off
or you can text this guy who ends his sentences with an emoticon smiley face
I’ll text him
But I don’t think I’m going to do anything
okkkkkk
might change when u talk to him but okkkkk
sending him ur info now
Thank you
of course
ok i gotta get ready for my hookup
and u do too maybe?
hehe anyway ttyl lav
Talk to you later!
Lavender stares at his screen, still rock hard. That bubbly feeling he had in his chest before has been replaced with a distinct lightness across his full body. He bites his lip and shakes his paw nervously to get rid of the excess energy he has until Lamar texts him.
He checks back on the tab with the porn. The deer are frotting now. Lavender feels like he’s interrupting something, so he keeps his eyes on his Discord messages instead of the porn.
And then there’s a text from Lamar.
hey!
is this lavender?
Hi it is
cool
i’m lamar :3
so i heard u were interested in meeting up?
I’ll be honest, I was trying to placate Roo
I don’t think I’d want to do anything
that’s okay!
i heard ur a virgin?
I am
And I’m just a little neurotic
So I just don’t think I could do it
okkk
but if u were to do it, what do u think you’d want to do?
Like sex?
yeah!
Maybe just kissing
I haven’t kissed before either
Kissing and frotting
hehehe cute
I don’t know I don’t even know if I could do that
I guess I’d just do what my body wants
But i don’t really know how to tell
You don’t need to know any of this I’m sorry
well that’s ok
i like hearing what u think
it’s cute!
can i see a photo of you?
i can send one myself :)
here lemme take one
Lavender waits a second for Lamar to send a photo over. His screen brightens with a selfie of Lamar. He’s a brown bear and he’s sitting on some sort of sofa, a window with the distinct image of the downtown Portland skyline behind him. And he’s really attractive. Big and fluffy with a smile that Lavender can feel in his flapping paws.
there’s me
can i see u?
Yes one second
Lavender can barely hold his phone up as he tries to take a selfie. He’s never been one for photos, so he takes a couple and scans through them for one where he looks the most normal. He sends the photo over.
Lamar doesn’t respond to it immediately, which makes Lavender think his erection might be in frame. He scans the photo for any evidence of that and it doesn’t look like it, but he still waits nervously for Lamar’s response.
woooooah
roo wasn’t lying
u are so fucking cute
Really?
ur little smile?
and ur scruffy little neck?
soooo fucking cute
Thank you
I think you’re cute too
Sorry if I’m being awkward I really mean it
thank you pup!
don’t think ur being awkward at all :)
so a little kissing huh?
that doesn’t sound too scary
what are you nervous about?
Just doing it I don’t know
It makes my body so nervous
but u do want to do it?
A lot
More than you know
cuuuute
and a little frotting afterwards?
Just an example
no i like frotting
it’s super fun and it feels super good
and it’s so easy ‘cause only one person needs to do the work
That does sound fun
And you can kiss and frot at the same time
exactly
you get it
i know you said you wouldn’t want to meet up, but i know ur close
we could just get coffee for 10 mins, chat a little
You’d do that?
of course!
to chat with a cute pup like you?
super casual, no expectations
you can go home after and see how u feel
And it wouldn’t be a hassle for you?
i sit in the coffeeshop every day and look out the window for abt that long
so it would just be like you sat down to say hello
Ohh
Well if you want
Then that sounds nice
yes ofc!
here i gotta get going, but i’ll text you in a bit about plans
sometime this week if you’re available
Ok yes
Thank you Lamar
of course lavender :3
Lavender sits back from his computer, feeling like he’s in an entirely different plane than the one he was in before. He texts Roo.
Hey
What are you doing?
in the bathroom of this guy’s apartment putting his deodorant on
about to get dicked down
Oh sorry
Just wanted to say thank you
u gonna get dicked down too?
We’re gonna have coffee
fuck yes
big win
ok gotta get dicked down
bye bro
Bye
The dog lays back in his bed. Even though he’s been hard this whole time, he only takes notice of his throbbing cock now that there’s nothing else to distract him. He’s still nervous to a certain degree, but now that it’s out of his paws he feels less shaky.
What else is there to do but finish himself off? He clicks back onto the porn, where the deer are now cumming in each other’s mouths, then closes the tab. Instead, he brings his laptop onto his lap, puts his left paw on his cock, and starts stroking himself as he rereads the conversation between himself in Lamar.
He focuses on all of the times Lamar calls him cute and imagines what it might be like. To be in that apartment, in Lamar’s arms, having someone call him cute and kiss him and touch him all over. How, if his body doesn’t get in the way, this might just happen.
Lavender finishes all over his laptop screen. Squeezing his eyes shut and slapping his tail against the bed, he lets every last rope of cum out. Then realizing what he just did, he grabs his boxers from the floor and wipes all the cum off.
He puts his head on his pillow and looks up at the ceiling, completely calm in his post-nut clarity.
This is gonna happen. Lavender’s gonna get laid.
Lavender is hard the whole bus ride over. He doesn't relish the idea of being the weirdo with a boner in the back of the bus, but between the way the whole bus rumbles, his loose boxers, and the idea that he might lose his virginity today, there's no getting rid of the thing. He reads his texts confirming his plans with Lamar over and over again, then his texts with Roo where they confirm that Lamar isn't a creep a couple of times, then he goes back to the plans with Lamar. His photo is just so beautiful, his smile so nice. He stares at it as he tries to will his erection down, to no avail.
He holds his bag in front of his crotch as he navigates his way to the coffeeshop. His whole body feels stuck and walking feels difficult, like he's trying to trudge his way through quicksand. It's one paw in front of the other the whole way to the coffeeshop.
And in the window, he can see Lamar in a fitted shirt and jeans, just like his photo. Lamar puts a paw up and smiles.
Lavender steps inside. "Hi."
"Lavender! Hi! Can I get you something to drink?"
That is not the question the dog was expecting. "Ummmmmm, ummmmm, it's okay."
"Oh, okay. Take a seat, pup!"
Lavender is shaking as he sits down. Pup. Lamar just called him a pup.
"You're in college, Roo told me. Do you come downtown a lot?"
"Ummmmm..." Lavender nervously fumbles with their paws. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I should just go."
"Hey. What's up?"
"I'm really nervous, and I'm already really neurotic when I'm not nervous but I'm just like not, like you don't want to deal with me. I'm sorry. I'm just gonna-"
"Lavender, pup. Stay. Well, you can go if you want to, but I want to sit with you for a little bit!" He puts his paw out. "Roo told me a lot of nice things about you, and seeing you in front of me, I can see you're just as sweet and cute as they said."
"And neurotic?"
He chuckles. "They did say you were a little neurotic, but that's more than okay."
"Okay. I'm sorry." Lavender takes a deep breath. "I'm sorry for freaking out, I'm just really nervous."
"What are you nervous about?"
"The idea that we might have sex? Or might not have sex? And that we have to like talk first? I'm already so bad at talking, but this is talking with really high stakes."
"Well. How about this. We chat for a couple of minutes, no more than 5, just to feel each other out and make sure the vibe is good, and then if we both feel like it, I can take you back to my apartment which is just around the corner. Can you do 5 minutes?"
Lavender smiles. "Really?"
"Oh, you like that idea."
He giggles. "I do."
"Yeah, pup." He smiles. "I'm gonna take good care of you, you know."
"Thank you."
"Yeah. We'd only do what you would want to do, we can stop any time you say stop or just slow down and talk about what we're doing, and I'd make sure we were both happy and having fun the whole time. What do you think you'd want to do? I know we talked about frotting?"
"Ummmm... Can I be honest?"
"Please."
"The idea of even, like, taking my shirt off in front of you kind of freaks me out. I don't really know if I could, like, like..."
"Touch me?"
"Yeah."
"That's okay."
"Is it?"
"That's okay! This is about you, pup. I'm just happy to help. That can come waaaay down the line. Right now, I just want to make you happy and comfortable."
"Thank you for being so nice."
"Of course. I... could have used someone friendly when I wanted this, and I just want to be that for you."
"What happened?"
He swallows. "We can talk about that some other time."
"Oh, okay. I'm sorry."
"No need to be sorry, that's just not important right now." Lamar takes a sip of his coffee. "Is there anything you've been thinking about that you want to try out?"
"... I want to kiss."
"Of course."
"And maybe... if you would touch me...?"
"Of course, pup."
"I don't know. I don't know if there's anything other than that."
"That sounds like a fun afternoon!" He chuckles. "I could just look at your cute face and be happy. Anything else is a gift."
Lavender is blushing from all the compliments. No one else has ever complimented him like this in his life, so sweetly and so strongly. The throbbing erection is also proof of that.
"You're very hot," Lavender tries, really meaning it but not knowing how to put it. The bear has such a natural charm, such a kind smile. His confidence and regulation is so attractive. His strong arms and bit of a tummy are certainly alluring as well.
"Thank you, pup!" He takes a final swig of his coffee. "Look at us. Just two attractive people with no more coffee left. What are we to do?"
Lavender giggles. "I can think of something."
"You wanna head back with me?"
"If that's okay?"
Lamar smiles as he stands up. "Come with me." The bear leads him out of the coffee shop. "May I put my paw on your back?"
Lavender nods. The small touch sends shockwaves up his spine and makes him throb just a little. He can't help but giggle.
"It's so close, you're gonna laugh." They walk for about 30 more feet before Lamar guides him left into the lobby of an apartment building. They head up the elevator, Lavender vibrating with excitement the whole time, then step out into the hallway. "First one on the right over here."
Lamar has a tidy studio apartment, that same view of the Portland skyline from the photo visible behind him. He kicks off his shoes and Lavender does the same.
"So," he smiles. "How do you want to do this?"
"Ummmmm..." Lavender says, standing in the studio's hallway as the bear takes a comfy seat on the bed. "I don't really... know..."
"Do you want me to lead? And you can tell me if you don't want to do something?"
"Yes please."
"Okay!" He spreads his legs a little. "Well. You wanna come over here and give me a kiss?"
"Oh my god. Yes."
Lamar sits back as Lavender steps forward, hoping his erection isn't too too obvious. He climbs onto Lamar's lap, who puts a paw onto the small of his back. Lavender puts his face right in front of Lamar's.
"It'll be so much easier once we get this out of the way. You ready?"
Lavender nods. Then he goes in for a kiss.
It's just a simple peck on the lips, but the feeling is electric. He plants one kiss on Lamar, then can't help but go in for a second and a third.
He pulls back, panicked at what his body just did.
Lamar chuckles. "You liked that."
"That was crazy."
"You liked that, pup! It's okay!" He laughs. "And you got a little situation down there, I see."
Lavender blushes. "I'm sorry."
"Hey, I got one too. Nothing to be scared of." He holds Lavender's forearm with his paw. "You wanna come give me another kiss?"
The next couple of kisses are like lighting zapping. The dog's body just takes over, the tension of years and years of wanting this slipping away in seconds. It's so much easier than he thought. It's so much nicer than he thought. He's so much less scared than he thought. They don't quite make out, instead just trading short but rapid kisses like their lives depend on it. They do that until Lavender's left breathless.
"Not so hard, hm?"
"Well," Lavender giggles.
"Yeah, pup, what's going on down there? Not such a little situation anymore, huh?"
Lavender taps his pawpads together. "Mmm mmm."
"What are you thinking? Wanna take it slow and keep kissing, or do you wanna have some fun? I'll be very happy either way."
"Mmmmmm... maybe we can have some fun?"
"Yeeeeah. I like that." He sits up. "Can I take your shirt off, pup?"
"Ummmm... maybe can I keep that on?"
"Oh, sure."
"But I can, ummm, take my pants off for you."
"Please do."
Lavender awkwardly stands up, his erection tenting obviously in his shorts as he stands in front of the waiting bear. Lamar just has such a mass to him, a grandiosity as his chest expands and contrasts every time he breathes. He's watching patiently.
Lavender slips his paws under the waistband of his boxers and slips everything off in a single movement. No use prolonging it. His dick smacks against his stomach as his clothes fall to the floor.
"Holy..." Lamar whispers. "Roo didn't tell me about that."
"No one else has ever, ummmm... seen this."
"You got a lot to see, pup. Thank you so much for trusting me right now."
"Thank you for having me."
"Why don't I slip this off too?" In front of the dog, Lamar unbuttons his shirt and then slips off his jeans. His dick comes flopping out, maybe three inches hard and a little leaky already. Lavender wags his tail in excitement.
"Wanna sit?"
Lavender nods and takes the seat next to Lamar. They sit together, hard and giddy.
"Can I touch you, pup?"
Lavender nods. He lies down and grips the bedsheets in expectation as Lamar shifts over. He reaches his big paw out and grips the base of Lavender's cock. Lavender breathes out and a sharp whine comes with it.
"You're a big pup," Lamar says. "Look at you. Can I give you a little stroke?"
Lavender nods and Lamar does so. He doesn't even really feel it but lets out a sharp moan anyway as the last of that tension drips away.
"Yeeeah," Lamar whispers. He gives Lavender another stroke, this one making the dog's thighs achy with pleasure. "Not so scary at all."
Everything melts away as Lamar starts to stoke Lavender a little faster. His brain wants to be nervous, to be flustered, to shrink down or apologize, but the feeling is so insurmountably good that there's no space left for him to do that. He unabashedly slaps his tail against the bed, moans, and grips his tee-shirt tight, and Lamar takes care of him just the same.
"Can I..." Lavender moans. Lamar slows down. "Can we kiss?"
"Mmmhmm, mmmmhmmm." The bear squeezes right up to the dog, his erection tucked between his thighs, and turns the dog's face towards him. Still stroking Lavender, he gives the dog another quick little kiss on the lips. And of course, one turns into many.
His cock starts throbbing even harder in Lamar's paw. The dog is close and the bear can tell.
"Do you wanna cum?" he grunts into Lavender's mouth.
"I'm gonna, I'm gonna," Lavender pants back. "PLease please please."
Lavender's lapping stops as Lamar gets him right where he needs to be. It's only a few more strokes before Lavender is letting out a thick load all over his socks. He shoots further than he's ever shot before.
This is everything he's wanted. This is everything he's ever wanted, and he's getting it right now, and it feels so damn good. He thinks back to the years of pining, the hundreds of hours spent watching porn and wishing that was him, the jealousy of seeing all of his nerdy college friends starting to have sex when he never did, the anxiety about the apps and the sharp desire all over his body for this, and all of that is gone now, shooting out of his body.
Lamar slows down as Lavender goes to a dribble, then finally pulls his paw away, cum dripping down. He puts his paw on the bed and laughs. "Not so bad?"
Lavender blushes and covers his face with his paws. "Thank you."
"Thank you, pup.”
“Thank you…” He pants. “Thank you so much.”
They sit together for a moment as Lavender catches his breath.
“Do you feel happy?" Lamar asks.
"I feel so happy."
"Me too." He smiles. "What do you want to do now?"
"I think I'm okay for now."
"Great! How about I get you a glass of water, because you really worked yourself up, and then we cuddle for a bit? Then I can send you off knowing you're happy."
"That sounds really nice." Lavender's tail finally rests against the bed. "Thank you, Lamar."
He pulls Lavender in for one last little peck. "Thank you, Lavender."
