I didn’t even realize it the first time it happened. Second day I lived in my apartment, after my parents finished helping me move in and flew back to Florida.
It only occurred to me afterwards that anyone could see me through the window. I was so used to the suburban house I grew up in, my second floor window facing trees and powerlines, that it didn’t even occur to me to hide anything. I’m 20 living in my own apartment in Brooklyn – why would I get this far just to close the blinds? So I got back and stripped it all off. Shirt, skirt, yup, underwear. I probably sat on my bed and looked at TikTok on my phone for 20 minutes before I looked up and stared right out my window at the 20-story apartment building across the street from mine. I actually looked into people’s apartments where I could see them working at their desks, making dinner, whatever, and nothing registered as off to me.
And then as I was heading to bed that night, considering whether to keep the blinds open to watch the hustle of New York City or close them so the light wouldn’t be shining right into my room, I realized my mistake. The entire South-facing side of that apartment building could see me completely nude. I looked out and literally made eye contact with an older dog sitting on his couch in the apartment across from mine. I held it long enough that he put his paw up and waved hi.
Needless to say, I slept with the blinds closed that night.
But I don’t know. There was something exhilarating about it. It was the first night I was ever spending on my own and the thought that I could do anything I wanted was creeping into my head. I was a cute rabbit with a cute body and the idea of showing it off was alluring.
So the day after as I was getting undressed, I did the same thing. With the blinds pulled up, I got undressed.
I made a little show of it. I figured no one was actually watching and I was just having fun, so why not? I put some music on, plugged the sting lights in, and stripped down. I stretched in the window, shook my rabbit tail around a little, let the world see my stuff.
So that was a thing I started doing every day. It felt like a self-care routine, really. Between my new job as a receptionist, my CUNY night classes, and trying to make friends and connections as a Florida bunny in a big city, that was really my only time to slow down. That sounds like bullshit but it’s true. A couple of minutes where I just got to focus on myself.
Early on, I noticed that same dog from before. Even when I wasn’t changing, he was the only guy I saw looking up and out of his apartment. Everyone else was too focused on their laptops or their treadmills except for him. Of course I saw him paying special attention to me when I was changing. He was never doing anything crazy, just looking up from his TV and at me. He’d give me a little smile. I’d pretend I didn’t see him.
I couldn’t deny I liked the idea of him watching. He was just my type, a little older and a little wider with a good smile. I had no idea what his life was like besides what I saw through my window. Luscious houseplants and an acoustic guitar and a big flat screen TV and no wife.
One day, I dunno. I guess I was feeling particularly horny. I was in my panties and my socks and nothing else and I noticed him looking at me from across the way. This time I made direct eye contact with him and gave him a little grin. It was dark enough that you couldn’t see me unless you were deliberately looking for me, and he was definitely deliberately looking for me. He smiled back and gave another little wave.
And right there, I dropped my panties for him.
And he started rubbing his bulge.
My heart was racing. I’d been stripping nude in front of my window for weeks now, but I always had some sort of plausible deniability. I was just a Florida bunny who didn’t know any better in the big city. Now I was being deliberate about it, and with an older man who lived in the building across from me.
But I couldn’t stop. I sat down on my bed and started rubbing my dick. I watched as he pulled himself out too and started stroking himself right there on the couch. He was my dream man and now he was jerking off with me with a city block between us.
It felt so good. I didn’t get to explore this side of myself saving up for art school classes in swampy Florida, but it turned out I loved showing myself off. It felt so exhilarating but so natural. I was already walking around wearing these tiny skirts and cropped sweaters, this was just the natural next step.
The dog stuck his tongue out at me and I nearly shot my load right there. I slowed it down, leaning back on my bed so he could see my butt and my thighs. He leaned back too and slapped his cock against his belly a few times.
So we jerked off together. So much better than getting on one of those masturbation roulette websites — he was really there in the building across from me, and he really liked my body. I watched him close his eyes and start stroking himself faster. I had been staving off orgasm for a while by that point, so it was easy to bring myself right there.
He stuck his tongue out for me once again and tapped his thigh quickly. I took that to mean he was close, so I stuck my dick up and wagged my tail to give him a show. He smiled and let his load out all over his tee-shirt. That was enough to push me over the edge, so I dumped another load into my bedsheets like I had done every day for the past couple of weeks. For my first time (kind of) jerking off with another guy, it sure felt fucking good.
The dog pulled his cum-loaded shirt off, rolled it up in a ball, and tossed it to the other side of the room. He gave me a little smile, then made a telephone motion with his paw.
I shrugged back.
He shrugged too, then pointed down. Me not getting it, he made the motion of a little stick figure walking downstairs with his paws.
“Oh,” I said out loud to no one. “Meet you downstairs.”
He smiled and grinned at me. I smiled back and gave him a nod.
He stood up and put a bathrobe on, then made a show of walking to his front door. He looked back at me with one last nod and exited his apartment.